Josie had a fairly good weekend. She got run around naked most of the time...haha. Saturday was super windy and apparently it felt good to "air out" so to speak. This kid amazes me every day. She is so smart and catches on to things so quickly. She is speaking better every day and I just love her to bits. I am so excited to have this new baby. Sometimes I just look at Jo and wonder why God, or whomever, trusted me with such a beautiful creature, and I am happy they did. I love her so much. I know I will feel the same way about our little Jelly Bean. Children are amazing little creatures. <3 Can you feel the love?
I keep trying to figure out a way to celebrate the baby we lost. Granted it was super early, the doc thinks it never got to be an actual fetus/embryo, but I was pregnant, I had the hormones, and I lost it. I haven't done anything and I feel horrible. I wanted to buy a wind chime to remember, but I can't make myself do it. Someday I will be brave enough to do it. Someday.
Enough of the sad, I am feeling great today. I was sick this weekend. Hopefully, I can stay feeling good and morning sickness (aka. all day bullshit sickness) won't come rearing its ugly head again.
Enjoy the sunshine, my peeps.
When I lost my baby I got a house plant. For along time I wanted to buy some jewlery, now that time has past, I am glad I didn't do that and am very happy with my house plant.
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That's a really good idea. Nothing feels "right" if there is such a thing, but a plant may be the ticket :) Thanks B!
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