School started this week and I'm feeling it already. Homework has started and we are both trying to juggle homework and being parents. Not to mention keeping the house out of total chaos and managing to fit in some time for the two of us. Lots and lots of juggling. Proud to say that Scott earned his first 4.0, and he gained some much needed confidence to keep pursuing his Master's. I didn't do too shabby myself, and I just hope that I can keep up the momentum.
Other goings on, Miss J is getting so big! She has 2 teeth, bottom middle, and she can pull herself to standing pretty much anywhere. She hates shoes, loves #3 baby food and she is starting to sleep through the night again. (knock on wood) I think that now those teeth have finally come through, she is back to her normal happy self and mom and dad are getting some much needed sleep!
I have been feeling kind of sad the last little bit because I am losing a relationship that I had valued quite a bit. Things are different now because I see that the relationship was mostly give on my part and mostly take on the other end. I tried many times to bridge the gap, to no avail, and I can no longer participate. It's really too bad. But the person who cares the least in the relationship is the one with all the power, so I have been trying to regain that power. I love you and I am sorry that it has to be this way, but I have to do what is best for me now. Maybe someday we can talk it out, and maybe the damage can be repaired, but I don't know when that will happen, so for now, goodbye.
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